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Devious Journal Entry

Sun Oct 14, 2007, 7:22 PM
  • Mood: Angsty
  • Listening to: Feist - 1234


I'm 20.

I'm so sad.  I was such a geek when I was 14-16 and used to dream of miraculously pokemon-style morphing into some sort of super awesome not-geek when I turned 20, but alas, it's not to be.  I feel as geeky as ever.  

That's the thing about birthdays in general - you expect to feel different when you're years ahead of a benchmark year, but we change so gradually that we just feel the same when we get there.  :c  oh pout

Anyway, here's my update and explanation for my prolonged and mostly-continued absence:  I moved to Chicago for three weeks, had a bit of a mental breakdown, and moved back home at the urging of my psychiatrist.  If not obvious, my emotional state is not so great right now, so I really just don't have the guts for the internet.

i hope those of you that I still owe sketches and such will understand, and I'm sorry if I take forever to respond to things, but I can't do much about it right now.

I hope that everyone is doing well !  

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:iconmuura:
;A; I hope the best for you!

(Embrace your geekness!)
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:iconcbernie:
~cbernie Oct 25, 2007   Digital Artist
;3; <3 *embraces YOU ono*
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:iconengelen:
~Engelen Oct 15, 2007  Student Filmographer
1) y-you're younger than me!?
Why are all the younguns getting all teh talents nowadays? ;^;

2) happy (belated?) birthday =D

3) I am sure i?ve changed a lot from when I was 14-16 to the way I am now, mainly because I used to be a fat goth, and now I'm just chubby XD

4) :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: and a million more hearts and :hug: s for you :heart:
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:iconcbernie:
~cbernie Nov 1, 2007   Digital Artist
;D; Thank you! <333 (I'm sorry I took forever to respond to this, lmao.)
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:iconazzuri27:
~azzuri27 Oct 15, 2007  Hobbyist
aww I feel the same way <3 I've been about the same more or less immature than when I was younger, but not much has changed =___=; Yea I get depressed all the time since I was little and after a while you get used to it.. sort of XD;; ? or maybe it gets worse haha I can't tell anymore
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:iconcbernie:
~cbernie Nov 1, 2007   Digital Artist
For me it got worse, so I went in for help because I wasn't able to deal with it myself anymore. Talking things out with an unbiased party has helped me a lot. :) I'm sorry you're dealing with that; I hope it gets better for you aside from just getting used to it. :hug:
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:iconazzuri27:
~azzuri27 Nov 1, 2007  Hobbyist
Well I learned to deal with it for so many years so there isn't really much I can do about it at this point ^^; Ah but I'm glad you have people supporting you :> :heart:
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:iconzambicandy:
Take care sweetie! I miss you :heart::heart::heart:
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:iconcbernie:
~cbernie Nov 1, 2007   Digital Artist
:blowkiss: Thank you, Zambi. :heart:
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:iconkandinsky-prince:
Take your time and get well :heart:
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